Aniko has improved a lot in her Silent Hill-ing since changing her strategy to RUN AWAY UNSUCCESSFULLY (usually including doing things like running into the monsters and running into walls and running past the target door and usually ending in death) to RAAARGH KILL IT. We've been through the hospital, and I've taken to entertaining myself by, you know, being annoying (BUSINESS AS USUAL).

Also, I renamed the Air Screamers as "shenanigans birds" after running away from a flock of them and hollering that I didn't have time for them and, I don't know, it made sense at the time.

ANYWAY, my new hobby is queuing up inappropriate music while Aniko is running around. Last time we played, I kept playing "Rufus' Welcoming Ceremony" and then pausing it and restarting it randomly. Then I stuck to just playing it when she had the map open, and playing the victory theme whenever she found an item... and the YOU LOSE! death music every time she died (which was probably a bit mean, but also hilarious). I also had a track for whenever I messed up and gave her the wrong instructions. Once or twice I played the fight music when she was swarmed by monsters. I had a whole selection. It was pretty fun and also kept making us (or at least mostly me) giggle.

...Actually, it is still in Winamp. My list of songs included: from FFVII, Continue, Rufus' Welcoming Ceremony, Fighting, Still More Fighting, Fanfare, Trail of Blood, Chasing the Black-Caped Man, Crazy Motorcycle, and J-E-N-O-V-A. From FFVIII we have, A Sacrifice, The Loser, The Winner, The Man with the Machine Gun, SeeD, Waltz for the Moon, Find Your Way (she asked if I had a track for wandering hopelessly and I said, "actually..."), Junction (that was the save music), Shuffle or Boogie, Slide Show Part 2, and Silence and Motion. From FFIX, not too many because I was getting sick of pulling up files, Slew of Love Letters and Black Mage Village, and from FFX (same story), Prelude, Mi'ihen Highroad (Harry does not bounce in time with it, thank goodness), and Bevelle's Secrets (though technically that's from FFX-2).

If I do it again, I'll undoubtedly add more.
Oh, hello, parents' house. Tomorrow is Harvest Market, so at least it is for an actual reason.

Aniko and I have been playing Silent Hill (the original)! She is a bit terrible at it, but I was a bit terrible at it the first time, as well. I am much better this time! The town in the first game scares me less now that I know the story behind it. Somehow.

Well. It doesn't scare me less, it just. I don't know. It's not as bad as Silent Hill 2 and I can actually kill the monsters instead of just running away from or flailing at them.

ALSO, haha, Thursday night, she walked into the room while I was watching Supernatural and managed to watch three minutes of NOTHING BUT SPOILERS, which was pretty amazing timing on her part. Now she is saying she wants to watch the series! Like I have been suggesting for like six months. No one ever listens to meeeee. *cry* (I don't take it personally. Mostly it amuses me.)

SPEAKING OF SUPERNATURAL - HEY ANIKO THE STUFF UNDER THE CUT HAS SPOILERS FOR SEASON TWO, SO IF YOU PLAN ON ACTUALLY WATCHING IT, DON'T READ IT - my mother finally finished watching the first season! You know, the one she started watching, like, last autumn? Yeah, uh. Proooobably not going to see my season 2 DVDs again for a while.

you saw the all-caps warning above )

Anyway, I'm really tired. But really sick of rolling around and not sleeping, so, uh, I sat up and turned the computer on again. Obviously. Parade is at 9! That is like, five hours. Oh god tomorrow is going to be awful isn't it.
If I destroy our router, I'll have no more excuses and will have to buy a new one that hopefully hates me less and works properly. I swear, this is getting ridiculous.

Also, I keep losing the midnight hour. I honestly have no idea what I did during it. This happened last night, too. I know I must've done something. Aniko got a phone call and left with some friends, before that she was playing a game... and I look at my playlist and I remember all these songs played, but what was I doing? Must not've been very exciting, I guess.


Anyway, Aniko and I watched the director's cut of Watchmen this evening ... and might've mocked it kind of a lot (including making inappropriate comments about owl suits, and giving Dr. Manhattan an ear fetish for some reason, I don't even remember how that came around. It amuses me a bit how much I make fun of things I actually like when I can't be bothered for most things I don't), and then we had a short video game discussion (because she's playing Saint's Row 2 but there is still a long list of games that she needs to play or at least watch me play. Silent Hill, we decided, is still at the top of that list and yes that fact is relevant), and then while I was washing my hair, my brain tossed this thought out:

If Rorschach walked into Silent Hill, working off the assumption that he survived it, who would walk back out? Rorschach, Walter, or something else entirely (possibly a mix of the two)? Aniko and I discussed it briefly (and came to the same conclusion), and now I kind of want to see it written so that I could read it. But it'd probably be near impossible to do properly. Oh, well.



...It always surprises me when something I'd been a fan of or known about for a long time doesn't have a tag. The movie came out when? I read the graphic novel how many years ago? This actually happens a lot.

I don't (well, didn't) have a tag for not having a tag, either, it turns out.
I TRICKED ANIKO INTO COOKING TONIGHT. And I only had to intervene once. successssss. (See? You can cook! The building is still standing! And the final product was completely edible!)


So, I know Pyramid Head is freaking terrifying and right up there on the list of things I never want to have the extreme displeasure of sharing a room continent planet universe in general with, and when he's got the great knife, he can one-shot you, which is distressing...

And braving the sewers to invade PH's little room of death has, you know, never really been high on my list of things to do, but Aniko decided what the heck and ran into him a few times before finding the door (and then a few more times before finding the way back out, haha), and, okay, it's slower to attack than, you know, Eden, but I guess it's also about on par with the damage level you can get from that, so, hey.

Anyway, we ended up playing pretty much the entire rest of the game with that damn knife equipped, and it's kind of awesome being able to one-hit anything that dares to approach (makes for slow and grating progress, too, though, so if there was going to be a lot of running, Aniko'd usually unequip her 'safety blanket').


BY THE WAY HEMMING ON BLACK FABRIC IS STILL A BAD IDEA AND SHOULD STILL BE AVOIDED BY THOSE WISHING TO PRESERVE THEIR VISION. Also, I spent over two hours scrubbing at one (only one!) of the blinds in my room (there are three). It is still not clean. WHAT THE HELL IS ON THESE THINGS. WHY WILL YOU NOT DIE. These are my tedious, mind-and-sight destroying tasks. I do not recommend them.


Oh, 4x06 was the rerun tonight? Huh. I would've rewatched that one.


DOLPHINS IN

TRILOBITES IN SILENT HILL:

WORST IDEA EVER

OR


BEST WORST IDEA EVER?


and in other news, Jecca, didn't you say to yourself that you weren't starting any more games, replay or otherwise, until you finished the pile you had going already?!

But... but... FFVI...



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AND THEN I NEARLY KILLED ANIKO WITH FEAR.

(I went to get her attention by slapping the door frame of her room, and at the instant before impact it occurred to me this was probably a bad idea, considering, you know, SURVIVAL HORROR GAMES, but then my palm hit the frame and I heard her chair go THUNK.)

SORRY, ANIIIII. Dx
jecca_mehlota: (Leap!)
( Feb. 11th, 2009 04:06 am)
So, Aniko and I beat Silent Hill 2 a bit earlier this evening...

I just went looking for the Chibi Silent Hill comic to show it to her, and... and it appears to be gone. The artist has left DeviantART (or, wait, was banned? SOMETHING. NOT THERE, ANYWAY).

My Google-Fu is weak. Does anyone know if it's up anywhere, or must I be content with only my icon as a reminder? (The solo LJ entry DA points you to gives nothing.)



In utterly unrelated news, I found this amusing. Aniko's been browsing around for Jak fanfic (having ignored my warning that the fandom is largely full of unreadable self-inserts and/or stories featuring dragons for whatever reason), and she said she had one she had to show me. Meanwhile, I was looking up Save Point: Hell Is Repetition to throw it at her, since we'd just completed the labyrinth. Ficlink swap?

Bizarrely, the one she wanted to throw at me had a fairly similar premise. Also it was preceded by, "Have you heard of Riona?"

SO I DUNNO WHAT THAT SAYS, [livejournal.com profile] rionaleonhart, but three and a half years later, people are still finding and reading your stuff on the apparently mostly dead [livejournal.com profile] jak_fanfics...




... PAY NO ATTENTION TO THE TIME STAMP OF COURSE I'M NOT UP AT 4 AM DON'T BE RIDICULOUS


(PS GUESS WHO HAS A LEVEL 60 THIEF IN FULL AF NOW)
Went to bed late last night - 1:30, when I'm used to being in bed around midnight. Had a bit of trouble getting the radio to work right (I always have music on, but I'd been playing stuff off my laptop, and just turning mute off didn't cut it), but, hey, I figured it out.

So I've got the lights off, the house is quiet, and I'm slowly drifting off... 'I Shot the Sheriff' starts playing and if my eyes weren't closed, I'd have rolled them, since the first thing I thought of was that little exchange in Supernatural's 3x12, 'Jus in Belo' (predictable to the point that I'd said, "Damnit, Dean!" before he'd actually finished the line Henricksen had started, but still amusing)...

And then about halfway through the song, the radio pops once and the song changes to Cream's 'Sunshine of Your Love' and the volume doubles.


And, okay, that doesn't exactly sound scary, but it really freaked me out.


BUT IT'S OKAY. MY ATOMIC SQUIRREL WILL PROTECT ME~ ... from the radio. SHUT UP.


(While we're not on the subject, 'Long Distance Call' felt very Silent Hill to me, at least for the first half. Certainly not the first time Supernatural has had me drawing parallels, and probably not the last, but always weird and vaguely unsettling.)

(And, since I know I'll have limited time on Wednesday, I think I may just watch the remaining two episodes tomorrow.)
jecca_mehlota: (Leap!)
( Feb. 21st, 2008 12:59 am)
Reason I have the best microcomputer applications class in the history of ever: in this week's class, we elected Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck as president and vice. (The professor was showing us one of the problems with computer-based voting! We had two elections - each "ballot" was the same, but in the results for the second tally, he wrote a program to miscount votes.)

Awesome award. ...Boom.

(Why does "awesome" prompt a boom? Very simple reason, actually. Michael Bay is an explosions lunatic. That article is hilarious.)


ANYWAY. Over at the anonymous meme, someone (I do not know who! Because it is anonymous!) commented that sie wished we had more in common! And I thought about that a bit and it occurred to me, I am not really sure I actually have that much in common with anyone on my friends list!

So I am going to list all of my major fandoms! And maybe why I like them in some cases, and whether or not I actually lurk the fanbase. And then people should feel free to leave comments telling me fandoms they think I should get into! Because I really love getting into new fandoms!

And this an open invitation to everyone! Not whoever left the comment! Because, as I said, it's not as if I'll know, anyway.

In no particular order, then... )

....Aaaand now nothing else is coming to mind. Am I missing any important fandoms or categories? PROBABLY. But, yes. Do we share more fandoms than we thought? Or do I have any fandoms you are interested in? Or do you have any fandoms I should be interested in?
When I catch myself thinking stupid things or doing stupid stuff, mostly of the self-deluding variety or things I regret, but other things, as well, I find myself wondering how they'd materialize in Silent Hill if I ever found myself there.


For example, it was recently announced that Hasbro won't be releasing Titanium 6-inch Prowl, which is a figure I really wanted. They have the mold made and everything, and since the mold's the hard and expensive part, perhaps this means they'll release it as an exclusive someday?

Maybe? Right? RIGHT! (Self-deluding!)

So perhaps in my personal Silent Hill, that would play in somehow. I am not sure how yet, as this was a recent thought (maybe three minutes ago?)...


I also consider people or things I've lost (death or otherwise). I do this a lot. It is slightly worrying.
jecca_mehlota: (Leap!)
( Dec. 2nd, 2007 02:19 pm)
I've been thinking for a while now about Silent Hill crossovers. I know both of mine (an Original Character-centric one and the recent Transformers one) draw heavily from Silent Hill 2, and, even before I finished the first, I thought it was a bit weird. Almost - or maybe all of the Silent Hill crossovers I've read have done the same. Why?

Actually, the answer's obvious. )

On a completely different note, cards?
jecca_mehlota: (Moogle-go-round)
( Nov. 30th, 2007 12:50 pm)
Noobism threads always make me laugh. :D

Sometimes I relate to them, but mostly I'm glad I managed to avoid some of the really stupid mistakes (or, er, it could be that I've still not realized some of my own? I suppose that is entirely possible).


Also, best poll ever. why does /ninja always win?



ENTIRE PURPOSE OF THIS ENTRY? OMG! MY INTERNET IS STARTING TO FULLY WORK AGAIN! LOOK, I CAN ACCESS ALLAKHAZAM!

Fanfiction.net is back, too.

It still cuts me out occasionally, but it's generally much rarer (which is to say, it is not every thirty seconds).

I was talking to someone last night and it occurred to me, the cut out thing started about the time I started the SH/TF crossover, and it went away completely for the day or so that I spent writing the beginning and the end (that is, the time spent outside of or leaving the town), and now that I've almost entirely finished, it is fading away all together.

Freaky coincidence?


Well, I hope so, anyway.
jecca_mehlota: (Leap!)
( Nov. 26th, 2007 03:44 pm)
Listening to radio. Commercial. A couple is debating what to do.


Mary wants to start her Christmas shopping!


James wants to hang out with friends!



...

The commercial cuts off before James snaps and murders his wife, though.
in som

nia

I am tired.


So I've been plotting and typing at the thus far unnamed Transformers/Silent Hill thing, which I still do not know why I am writing. I don't want to be writing this. I'm supposed to be working on "WST-Live!" and ten pages worth of school essays. Really, I have better things to be doing, depending on your definition of better, so, okay, by my definition, I guess maybe I don't, but ... why is my word processor defaulting to Verdana size 10? I mean, that's better than the standard Times New Roman 12, which is vile, but... why?

But I'm not. Working on my schoolwork, I mean. Obviously. I just said I wasn't, though I suppose I could be lying, but I'm not sure what that would accomplish.

Anyway, The Hapless Victim (Prowl, for the curious) likes logic, so Silent Hill - or whatever it'd be called on Cybertron, anyway, I'm not directly naming it because I am oh so clever or something - is probably one of the worst places I could possibly put the guy. I'm probably going to get to the end to find I've destroyed his mind. ...Well, I know the end, so I shouldn't be placing bets on it. I'm not adverse to betting against myself, though, so don't take that as anything definite.

I really like this character. Why am I doing this? ... That statement, of course, means nothing in this fandom of mine, because I can truthfully say that about everyone, for the most part. There are probably one or two exceptions, but nothing comes immediately to mind. There's no one I actively dislike, I do know that.

I'm barely into the story and he's all ready come up with logical explanations for several things.

At least so far it is moving straightforward, unlike "GT," which just bounced all over the place and then fell into something resembling a coherent order shortly before I finished working on it.

This isn't going to be as long as "GT," unless, as I told Aniko, maybe, since "GT" contained a lot of dialogue, and this one isn't going to be quite as full of talking, so maybe the actual content amount will be about the same? I don't know. I want it to be over with faster, though, so I am hoping it is not. All I know for absolute sure is the list of appearing characters (though I might toss a few more cameos into the ending bit, just for the heck of it). It is a very short list. Seriously, it's like four characters.

And the plot-twist makes me feel a bit ill.


... This entry feels disgustingly incoherent and scattered. ...you can... really, really tell I am exhausted, can't you? SHUT UP JECCA. adsfgkhm
Jecca's day:

Chatlogs with Brain )

So apparently I am writing this now, because Aniko likes my Brain and feeds it Brain-cookies, and the thing was writing itself anyway, and augh.
jecca_mehlota: (Leap!)
( Nov. 17th, 2007 02:47 pm)
I was just blindsided by possibly the most awful Transformers/Silent Hill crossover idea in the history of the world. Literally struck. I physically reeled.


WHY DO I NOT HAVE A DELETE FUNCTION?



At least the Beast Machines one that I'm still kicking around has some degree of reasoning behind it. This one appears to have spawned itself solely in an attempt to thoroughly disturb me. (It has successfully accomplished this task.)


And I am horribly, horribly intrigued by it. Save me.
I apologize for the subject line. It was the punch line of a painful joke told by one of my psychology professors a few years back and has never quite left my brain.

(If you don't get it, maybe try saying it out loud. Minor word play.)

Watched Session 9 and am going to talk about it now, though only a little.

Here there be spoilers. )

The ending made me very sad. Alas! I still liked it a lot though. It was rather Silent Hill-y.

Edit:
Added a few more comments under the cut.
Creepy day. It rained all morning and all afternoon, and let off sometime in the evening while I was at work. Nothing new or weird, just saying.

It really was creepy, but you probably had to be there. )
Back in January, I was struck by madness and slammed this thing into a word document. It's two original characters. One of them - Jade - is mine. Hotaru Okame was created by [livejournal.com profile] travelers_flame but I've been given free reign over her. I did ask specific permission to do this, though, because it's not nice to send anyone to Silent Hill.

They both have quite a bit of history behind them (and, yes, they are in a very, very bizarre and messed up relationship of sorts). If anyone aside from Ani actually reads this and wants to know what the heck is going on, uh. Ask. I am really only posting this now because, well, for one, Silent Hill has literally come up from six different people in the last 36 hours or so, and Okame and Jade've been bugging me, so I ended up asking Aniko if she'd seen the entirety of this story (I know I'd sent her the beginning). No, she'd not, but all I could find was the one saved with html-tags, so instead of cutting them all out, I just posted it.

This is... fairly unedited. I'm rather bad at editing my own work, so couple that with me being up literally all night writing this and you've probably got a lot of missing words. Oops. >.>? Feel free to point out any errors.

Endtil )

So, uh... yeah, there was stuff I wanted to say about this but I can't remember any of it right now. Probably either edit it in or just make a new post later. Fun times. Any questions? Final thoughts? HOW MUCH DO I SUCK OH GOD I MUST KNOW PLEASE. Please understand, I hate all of my work. No amount of praise will change my mind, so certainly don't feel the need to! It's a win/win situation for everyone! Except Aniko, who continues to try to convince me I am not as awful as I imagine.

Also I hate the ending. Hate the last word (Okame's creator does like it, but she is not me), but not sure where else to put it and I feel it to be necessary. Does anyone have any suggestions for what I could do with that, or does it not suck as much as I think it does? >_>;


And now in a different conversation with someone else, the idea of Hisime going to Silent Hill has come up. That is horrifying! Hisime should not be sent to Silent Hill and I refuse to go along with you, Brain!

This is like some kind of sign, isn't it? Why is everyone talking about Silent Hill all of a sudden?
I shouldn't have been so surprised by this. People have been driving rather terribly lately, so I've been seeing / hearing / passed by a lot of emergency vehicles. You know, ambulances, fire trucks, and police cars. Sirens and flashing lights et al. The usual.

There's a spot about half a mile from my house where one of the radio stations I listen to just stops coming in for a few seconds. Interference of some sort.

I was listening to that station tonight while driving home. It's dark, sky's clouded up, there's no one else on the road... There aren't even any streetlights around this area. I enter the radio-static area and, immediately, I hear loud sirens start going off in the distance.

I'd like to say I was calm and composed and didn't think anything of it, but really the truth of it is that I nearly jumped out of my skin.

Also I tried to hit both the gas and the clutch at the same point, which didn't go over so well, but at least I stopped that almost before I started.


Funny how Silent Hill-esque things happen like that on occasion.
jecca_mehlota: (Fortunately their aim is appalling)
( Oct. 24th, 2006 12:06 am)
I love remembering at, you know, midnight that I still need to shoot yet another roll of film because I'm going into the darkroom in the morning to develop said film!

Whoops! Guess I'll be busy, come the dawn.


Plot bunny that will not die? At least pick a character to do this to so I can get it over with. Yes, okay, Silverbolt would work (we could even base it during the time between the end of Endgame Part 2 and the end of Endgame Part 3!). (Oh, oh, and we could use one of the Blackarachnia repaints, and... I cannot believe I am allowing this train of thought.)

Rodimus would probably work, too, (okay, anyone with guilt issues and/or inner angst would) but I don't know what'd happen with him. (Depth Charge could work, too... hmm.)


Speaking of poor BW 'Bolt, I have still got that second toy. If I don't get rid of it soon, I fear I'll become attached to it and then be unable to part with it.



... SILENT HILL 3, STOP MOCKING ME. I WILL PUT YOU IN AND PLAY YOU SOMEDAY, I SWEAR. Please don't come and get me.



Seven days to NaNo. It's like a countdown to Doomsday or something.
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