jecca_mehlota: (Oh?)
( May. 17th, 2013 11:09 pm)
Former coworker of mine, can't remember if I ever said much about her. She was nice enough, her husband was sketchy as fuck, the entire department thought something was going on with him. But she was always setting sick or hurting herself in weird ways, and eventually she really hurt her shoulder, supposedly at work but there was no proof of it, and she was told she'd have to get a doctor's note and stuff. And so she stopped showing up and got fired, and she called a while later to ask if she still had a job, and then they came in a few times and got busted for shoplifting but it was little enough that they didn't get in super big trouble for it. And eventually she got a job at another grocery store. And she seemed to like it there, but then she was complaining about stomach problems and then she was missing work aaaaand then she just kinda fell off the face of the planet.


UNTIL TODAY.


When this happened.

It is probably not what you (and most of the rest of us) suspected.




Sooo, yeah. It is fucking weird seeing the mug shots of people you know on the evening news, I tell you what. o__O


They have a kid, too, who's a total sweetheart. I hope he's okay.



Anyway, I owe DW some attention, I'll try to get to it this weekend. Been super busy lately.
There's currently a spider stuck in/under a soup can on the floor in the kitchen. I really ought to get an envelope or something and move it outside, but... spider. Large spider. Also, it's dark outside.

Spring is the worst thing ever.

... I'm sure it will be fine there until tomorrow. But if you never hear from me again, know that it was probably the (that phrase has had a lot of use ever since I moved out...) spider.


TOMORROW I WILL ATTEMPT TO MAKE SOUP. With sweet potatoes. And onions. And possibly peanut butter. Hopefully it will be delicious. I'd make it tonight, but I have food left over from last night to consume instead, and the less time I spend in there with my eight-legged fiend, the better.


This last Tuesday, I ended up in line (t was Free Cone Day at Ben & Jerry's, for all the good it does you to know this now) behind my high school chorus teacher. It was kind of weird, because I've been thinking a lot about chorus and how much I miss singing (just not enough to inflict my voice upon anyone, since apparently my singing voice is freakishly awful). I summoned him with my brraaaaaiiin. Or something. The weirdest bit about it was he still knew me - my face and my name. (I graduated five years ago and he was only there for my last year.) Go figure. Teachers have awesome face and name recall powers.


Transformers: Animated is amazing. I love spending twenty-someodd minutes gleeing over it on Saturdays. (The nods towards the older series and fans are the best thing. This week's episode had an especially hilarious one. I love everything about this fandom, even if half the time the people in it do befuddle me some.) Why do we have to focus on the movie again (NOTE: THIS IS NOT A REAL QUESTION. I KNOW WHY, SO DON'T WORRY)? I would so much rather have more Animated. WHY IS SEASON THREE ALMOST OVER?
jecca_mehlota: (Moogle-go-round)
( Nov. 30th, 2007 12:50 pm)
Noobism threads always make me laugh. :D

Sometimes I relate to them, but mostly I'm glad I managed to avoid some of the really stupid mistakes (or, er, it could be that I've still not realized some of my own? I suppose that is entirely possible).


Also, best poll ever. why does /ninja always win?



ENTIRE PURPOSE OF THIS ENTRY? OMG! MY INTERNET IS STARTING TO FULLY WORK AGAIN! LOOK, I CAN ACCESS ALLAKHAZAM!

Fanfiction.net is back, too.

It still cuts me out occasionally, but it's generally much rarer (which is to say, it is not every thirty seconds).

I was talking to someone last night and it occurred to me, the cut out thing started about the time I started the SH/TF crossover, and it went away completely for the day or so that I spent writing the beginning and the end (that is, the time spent outside of or leaving the town), and now that I've almost entirely finished, it is fading away all together.

Freaky coincidence?


Well, I hope so, anyway.
jecca_mehlota: (I (might have) had dignity once.)
( Nov. 2nd, 2007 10:39 pm)
Another box of old supplies and folders and papers yields more surprises, these ones less glee-inducing than the ridiculous stick figures and notes from school and the like!

In this box, I found a bunch of my old drawings/sketches, which isn't so bad except I could draw even less then than I can now, which means a lot of it's really awful. Also, some of its stuff based of things I was writing at the time, and therefore irredeemably bad solely on principle.

And, of course, a lot of old writing. AUGH AUGH BURN IT. WHAT WAS I THINKING. (To be honest, I knew it was awful at the time, but was forcing myself to write something every day and so just ended up writing it anyway.)

IT IS SO, SO AWFUL. UGH. UGH.

I have no idea what to do with any of it, either! I try not to throw out any of my old work, but this is seriously, seriously awful stuff.


There are approximately TEN THOUSAND (probably more) hand written pages of notes from video games. Bits of script, key combinations, item locations, puzzle clues, oh, God, you name it, if it's from Final Fantasy VII, VIII (especially VIII), IX, X, X-2, Chrono Cross, or Kingdom Hearts, I've got it. I honestly cannot believe the amount of stuff I have written down. THANK GOD FOR PERSONAL COMPUTERS AND INTERNET. I can just get rid of all this stuff.


At the bottom of the box, I found some slightly more recent stuff - from about 2003, I'd imagine. It's pages and pages and pages and notebooks and... everything, just everything full of notes and images and character bios and just information on a story I had planned to start writing featuring characters created by my friends and I. Just for fun, you know? Everyone seemed really into it, then all of a sudden they all weren't. It was a very abrupt change and I never quite figured out what triggered it.

But looking at this stuff just makes me sad. I remember when I was friends with people and stuff and it just ... it's upsetting, and what I really want to do is talk to something about this stuff, but there is no one online right now except my brother, who wouldn't even pretend to care, and I know my parents wouldn't care, either. I don't want to SAY it, I want someone to HEAR it. I guess I will keep it bottled up forever instead or something. BLEH.

On the more positive side, since this is the universe that Jade and Okame were originally inhabiting, there's a bunch of stuff on them. Most of it's out of date and none of it's actual writing, but there are some little doodles that I really like. And, oh, God, it was so obvious even then that they were completely together. How did I manage to not notice that for so many years?
So I am not dead. Hooray! Actually, it went far better than I was expecting it to! Also, I was given a really nice letter after the meeting that was supposed to have been mailed but obviously never was. It's been a while since I've received a real letter, and this one was really... heartfelt, I guess.

It was fairly touching, but at the same time, a bit upsetting. A lot of it was apologies for behavior from three years ago, and none of it was even anything I'd held a grudge against. It is a very... strange situation, but not one I can be at all upset about. I suspect at least one person would be upset at me, knowing I was associating with her again, but honestly I'd be hard pressed to care less. It was also a bit disconcerting to discover she seemed to have been under the impression that I may have been angry with her (similar to what I'd been thinking in regards to her).


My brother likes to play Grand Theft Auto. He also likes to mod his games, and in one of them - San Andreas, perhaps - he's started to go in and replace all the old and boring cars he never uses with sports cars and super cars. He's thrown in, among other things, some model of Porsche (he couldn't remember what) and the Lamborghini Gallardo (and perhaps the MurciƩlago? Maybe he only considered that one). He's also got the Toyota Supra in there. He has also modified those mods.

Mostly the Lambo, though. He wanted faster, so he went in and changed the top speed to 2000 kph with 150 acceleration. He then went to take it to the airport to test it out, but discovered that the car couldn't keep up with the acceleration. So then he altered the traction - only in the wrong direction! So the car barely moved at all.

Because obviously the solution to too much acceleration is not to cut the acceleration but to boost the traction.

He got it right eventually, with maxed out traction... and so of course he then bumped the acceleration up to 300 because obviously what else would you do? He went on about the insane speed and power he had in that car, and I told him he was starting to remind me a bit of Jeremy Clarkson and asked him if he'd considered getting a Ford GT mod, or perhaps a Bugatti Veyron.


Saw Transformers again this evening while Dad went to the new Harry Potter (he was unimpressed). I hadn't noticed before, but when Jazz goes to revert to vehicle mode, it struck me as another G1 throwback, with him diving at the pavement and folding his arms under. Not sure, though, might've been making it up in my head. Also, I am still oddly enamoured with the little whirly-clicky sound Ratchet makes as he transformers. I couldn't tell you why even if my life depended on it.
jecca_mehlota: (Mithra attack!)
( Jul. 16th, 2007 10:55 pm)
Today I did battle with a plastic bucket of cake icing.

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In completely unrelated events, I'm having so much fun with the freebie "invisible" Mirage (he's the big blue one. It's not a great picture of him, but it wasn't meant to be. Someone wanted to see what the Robot Heroes figures look like and Jazz was the closest one, so I took his picture without bothering to move anyone around. I don't have any pictures of 'just Mirage,' though, so it'll have to do.). Since he's supposed to be invisible, he can go and explore without fear of being noticed. For the last two weeks (to the day!), I've been moving him around the house. He spent several days in the kitchen, then investigated the computers, and then he watched television with Dad. He's finally started to look around the upstairs. ... What surprises me a bit is that no one has asked me what, exactly, I am doing and why my toy keeps moving around the house.


Tomorrow I might go meet up with someone I've not spoken to for a little over three years. We parted under... messy circumstances. I'm not allowed to elaborate (er, no, really. Legally sworn to secrecy under oath and everything. Yeah. That kind of messy).

Last I heard from anyone other than her mother, she was in the process of hating me for ruining her life (I have no idea if this is true, as the person who supposedly said she said this is known to exaggerate and lie, as is the person I heard it from). Her mother thinks there was never a problem between us (which, er, had kind of been the idea I was operating under for a while). If, however, we're wrong, and I am never heard from again, assume it is because she has murdered me.
Transformers: The Game > Me

It's more frustrating than fun at this point. I think I'm going to just drive around and blow things up forever instead of ever beating it! (It would be less frustrating if they didn't insist on reminding you of what you're supposed to be doing every single time you have to restart the mission and if you didn't get knocked halfway across the map whenever anything hits you.)

I tried tackling the Decepticons, and Scorponok is... so, so fun, but the missions are still ridiculously annoying. Timed missions are horrible. They need to not exist.

It's actually very disappointing, that this game is so not fun. It should've been better, really. (The TFWIRE people have a "better" review in episode 92, if you're desperately curious as to what all is wrong with it.)


In a surreal twist of events, I got a phone call this evening! The fact that someone called me was bizarre enough, but it was a friend (old friend? Former friend? I don't even know) that I haven't heard from or seen in almost four years. We're going to try and get together on Tuesday. I mean, our mothers still talk, so I know mostly how she's been. It's still pretty weird. Cool. Surprising.

I'm pretty happy about it. :D

And nervous.

Edit:
MY BROTHER'S KEYBOARD IS POSSESSED.

Though I feel a bit of an idiot for asking about the cat again. I recognized the first symbol he sent at me as Japanese, but it didn't sink in at first that it's the character for the sound "no." Whoops.
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