TODAY I WENT TO NY AND BOUGHT A NEW DISH RACK. Because it was there and ours is gross. And then I watched Supernatural's "Fan Fiction" episode again because I got earwormed pretty bad yesterday (it was still glorious), and THEN I posted yesterday's entry because whoops, it was still sitting there in an open tab. The perils of napping too close to bedtime, guys.

But now I am here to answer [personal profile] squeemu's burning question: What are my favorite types of character interactions?

AND THIS WAS SURPRISINGLY HARDER THAN I'D THOUGHT IT WOULD BE (aaand now it's after midnight when I'm finally getting post hit OH WELL hello backdate button. ... what? I almost finished in time!) because I know what I like when I see/read it, but articulation is not my forte. Y-you know. In case you'd not picked up on that?

I really like, and I was sort of surprised to think of this but, I actually really like family interaction. So long as it's not, you know, sitcom-type perfect family bullshit and the like. (Pretty sure part of this is related to my frustration with my father's seeming obsession with us being/acting like a perfect sitcom family.) Maybe more like inter-family drama? Only without it being **DRAMA** if you know what I mean? The bad, stereotype high school-esque stuff. For example! Supernatual has a lot of crap, but the dynamics between Sam and Dead, and John and the boys, I love them. Do they always get along? Not freaking hardly. And it leads to some pretty epic badtimes (nothing too major, I mean. Only a few, um, almost-apocalypses). And a lot of times you kinda want to slap them and force them to sit down and actually talk about shit instead of the usual NOT, which leads to the above.

Also I'll always be a little annoyed at Square for never actually coming out and doing anything with the Squall and Laguna PROBABLY RELATED thing. I have no idea how that'd play out, but I'd want to see it. (Laguna is one of those characters who does a lot of things that make me really want to not like him, but at the same time I kind of can't dislike him? We have a complicated relationship.)


Another thing I like: BICKERING. oh god yes bickering. Not straight out fighting, although that's allowed. Things where main characters, or maybe even the whole cast, just cannot get along but they all totally love each other, anyway, are so, so wonderful. ;_; so wonderful I'd maybe put FFXIII in for this, because they sure spend a lot of time not getting along, and I LOVE THEM ALL AAAAAAA.


Also, socially incapable people trying to interact with anyone, basically. Though only sometimes, because when it's done wrong it just makes me want to hide because Secondhand Awkward squick. (Confession: I cannot watch The Big Bang Theory, even though I know it's super popular, because IT'S NOT FUNNY, GUYS. It's uncomfortable and icky.) Like I have a completely irrational sort spot for IDW Prowl. He's hopeless, and he's only gotten moreso, AND YET I basically clap my hands with delight every time he shows up. Or... or possibly that's just because MTMTE is fucking perfect? I don't read much of the other ongoing (I think they changed its title, since RID is going to be the next cartoon series?) because a lot of what goes on in there annoys me, I just check in occasionally. So I guess I can't totally say that about IDW Prowl, since I don't really follow the story he mainly appears in. His Constructicon groupies will forever make me laugh, though, even if the situation itself doesn't.

MTMTE WHIRL, THOUGH, HOW 'BOUT HIM? He hates everyone and yet he keeps doing things that make you think he's just lonely and wants to be friiieeeends. But he is so hilariously bad at it.

... hm.You could probably put Avatar's Zuko in here, too, actually. lolzuko.


Finally, I'm a total sap for relationships of any sort where the characters don't need to communicate vocally/verbally/with words (however they are capable of using words, writing/signing/whatever) to understand each other.


(sunday morning edit: after posting, I totally forgot to go back and uncheck the box that hides this entry from reading lists / allowed me to date it for last night instead of like 1 am this morning. Sorry! It should be showing up now!)
THE WORLD HAS ENDED THE WORLD HAS ENDED

Related, hee, this amused me: I'm visiting my parents', Mom came to pick me up yesterday. The power went out early, early in the morning, so when she'd woken up, it was dead silent. So quiet. So dark. So of course her first thought was, wait, is the apocalypse actually here?? (It was a major outage. Lasted over seven hours and covered a massive area.)

(It was kind of hilarious and also annoying, see, our router at my apartment is dead, so we have no internet, so I was like, yay! I can check my email while I'm at home! BUT NO, POWER OUTAGE. Though obviously it came back on.)

Though then as we were driving home, oh, look! A little rainbow is trying to appear! It was just faint on the horizon, but we had to make a pit stop for groceries and to mail a few things, and as we got back on the road - whoa! It had burst out and it was bright and bold and full spectrum and everything. There was a faint double, as well, and it was so pretty and, frankly, bewildering. Shortest day of the year and we managed to get such a vibrant rainbow. Also Mom was listening to the radio and The Messiah was playing and she had A Moment and nearly burst into tears. Aaaaand then the rainbow followed us the entire way home (uh, wow), and at one point we drove between the two arches. It was really weird, but also really awesome.


Anyway, I've been playing inFamous despite having some bad associations with it. I am kinda sick of letting certain events haunt my life so I am trying to get over it, it's just too exhausting. The story is kind of, what? I accidentally called one of the major plot twists, damn it, I have to stop doing that. Possibly I have called more but I haven't reached the reveal yet, who knows. And I hate most all of the characters, but oh my god the gameplay is fantastic and I have spent so, so much time just jumping all over the place and climbing walls and skating along wires and stuff. AMAZING. SO MUCH FUN. See, guys? All you have to do is tell me something is an awesome platformer. THAT IS ALL IT TAKES. (Well, in this case it was Baco telling me it is like Sly Cooper but without the silly, but GAMEPLAY, so here I am.) Awesome.

And then whenever I finish this, I am hoping to finally get around to Fall of Cybertron because I've only had it since release, gosh.



(THIS ENTRY WAS GOING TO BE ABOUT MY ADVENTURE TO CHICAGO BUT SOMEONE WAS AN IDIOT AND LEFT HER CAMERA IN NEW YORK AND IT HASN'T ARRIVED BACK YET BECAUSE THE PERSON WHO HAS IT IS BUSY AND DIDN'T GET IT MAILED UNTIL TODAY.) I am a moron.
What am I going to do with myself when I run out of meme? I will keep coming here to post and not have anything at all to say.

30 Days of Video Games

Day 26 - Best voice acting )

Gotta get up early and run a bunch of errands before work tomorrow. aaaaa stress.
jecca_mehlota: (A very small wish)
( May. 1st, 2011 03:46 am)
I would like for things to just be better. I am not even sure what I mean by that. I am tired, and I am tired of being tired.

30 Days of Video Games

Day 21 - Game with the best story )

Got a few days off in a row next week. One is occupied with a few appointments (back to the doctor again, plus a few other minor things), but hopefully after that I'll finally be able to get the rest of the kitchen in order. I'm really sick of that box just sitting there.
jecca_mehlota: (Leap!)
( Sep. 23rd, 2010 11:49 pm)
You know it's going to be one of those days when your alarm clock goes off and you respond by trying to answer the phone.

Actually, aside from wandering about in a daze, today wasn't so bad!

Mom did not get home from California today, because I guess there's Weather in the midwest. Or there was. Or... something. Basically, the flight she'd be leaving on was delayed in New York, so it would arrive and thus depart late from CA, and while that in itself wasn't a problem, she would miss her connecting flight and there wasn't another flight with open seats until sometime tomorrow, so... she's staying over there a bit longer. Because at least this way she has a bed! Yaaay!

Also, a little earlier this week, my Classics Universe 2.0 Generations, dang it, why do they have to keep changing the naaaame Red Alert arrived! HE IS SO PRETTY. He is currently watching over my room from the bookshelf, with his WST counterpart. (They think it would be more effective if I moved one of them over to the other side of the room, but the top of my wardrobe is currently rather messy, so, no.)


Anyway, this weekend is the annual ... uh. Giant flea market called Harvest Market that one of the local churches puts on but which everyone in a couple miles' radius participates in. PUMPKIN EVERYTHING it is so exciting. I am going to attack the book barn, because, come on, a bag full of used books for maybe a dollar? I AM SO THERE. (Anyone have any book recommendations? I am always up for those. ...Anyone looking for a particular book, on that note? No promises, but I can at least check.) And I made sure to get the weekend off from work, so, whoo. Uninterrupted eating of delicious soup and pumpkin muffins and fresh cider and cider doughnuts and... lots of other tasty things! Too many to list.


Beyond that, NOTHING IS INTERESTING. Whee!
Here's a meme from Facebook (followers there, nothing new to see here. Move along).

25 random things about me )

Because the universe likes to annoy me, the local Borders suddenly and inexplicable has All Hail Megatron volume 2 in stock (WTF, WHERE WERE YOU FOR THE LAST LIKE... YEAR?) and I have a 40% off any item coupon. Stop laughing at me, life. (I probably should have anticipated it. This store has a bit of a record of suddenly getting in out of print and apparently impossible to find Transformers books.)

Whatever, at least the spiders in the ceiling seem to finally be gone. ... *knocks on wood* Though now I have to move everything back into my room. Ugh. What a pain.

Also, I hear there will be a new Avatar cartoon? Awesome.


^ LOOK SENTENCES ^ i am so proud of me.
But it's midnight, I'm rather tired, and I have - I'm not exaggerating - 600 pictures and videos to sort out before I can make a proper post.

BUT I WILL TELL YOU THIS: Dinobot made it into the Hall of Fame (and Scott McNeil apparently cried a little)! BOOYAH! (They made little videos for each character inducted, and each nominee, and the induction ones were nice but the nominee ones were hilarious. I was nearly in tears at some of them, especially Soundwave's.

Also apparently in Bob Budianski's original character bio, Ratchet was female. Which is actually kind of awesome. Hasbro said he had to change it. Also who's going next year, since we have almost a full year in advance to plan (how nice). (I already have a room, haha.)

I WILL CATCH UP ON THINGS TOMORROW.
jecca_mehlota: (Cue dolphin profanities)
( Apr. 14th, 2010 01:17 am)
My hours at work this week are like... a real job? I had Sunday off, I have Saturday off, and I work the five standard work-week days. SO UNUSUAL!

Also, they bumped store hours another hour. Usually that doesn't happen until Memorial Day. You know, in May?

...But then, they have FOURTH OF JULY stuff out. IT'S APRIL. WTF WTF WTF was my approximate reaction to seeing that on display.

Anyway, though, it's back to heading home in the dark for me. (Well, not yet, haha! I've lucked out and managed to get a ride home so far, but tomorrow I'll probably be walking.)


Today was the last day of my yoga class! I am sad, as I will miss having yoga every week. But also a bit glad, because I will not miss getting up at 7:30 and then having to find time for a nap between the end of class and work. (And I did need to take naps. My body just... doesn't get up that early, or something.)


I CANNOT NAME CHARACTERS. Angst and frustration!


I wish I had something interesting to post about, but I am still feeling pretty brain-gone (at least I have an excuse for it now, hahaaar...). ANYONE HAVE ANYTHING THEY WANT ME TO GO ON AND ON AND ON AND OOOOOON about?

... dang it, I'll never get the "don't stop Besieging [...] Street fight people" parody lyrics out of my head for that song, will I?
Well, Fairy, Kujata, Remora, Midgardsormr, Hades, Seraph, Garuda, and Pandemonium, looks like tomorrow's the big day. (Suppose we could say the same for Sylph, Valefore, Leviathan, Quetzalcoatl, Cerberus, Bismark, Lakshmi, and Asura, too, though more for the population boom.) Hope nothing goes weird in the merge. (The merge is occurring during an update and Square always always always manages to make some fantastic error or another during updates. It's always kind of fun to see what they broke this time, but now it has the potential to ... really do some damage.)


Can't say I envy any of 'em, but the whole thing has me oddly sentimental.


(THEY ARE GAME SERVERS. THEY ARE NOT EVEN YOUR SERVER.)



Perhaps is the the fatigue.


I was up waaaaay too late this morning talking to people online, since, hey, I didn't have work today! So it'll be fiiiine!

9:30 or so (that's not quite 5 hours of sleep), work calls in a panic and I find myself marching in - IN THE SNOW, hahaaargh, I knew that was going to happen... - and working all day. At least I didn't have to close. (And, really, I can't complain about an extra five and a half hours on the paycheck. 'Specially not when I can't even remember most of it. I AM SO OUT OF IT. And going to bed in like three minutes, I hope, hooooly cow.)


Edit:
Down at 11 am (Eastern), March 22. Already dropped from the status list.


Edit II:
Maintenance has been extended to at least fourteen 15(!) hours. The "joke" is that they accidentally deleted everyone. (Whether that means everyone-everyone, everyone being transferred, or everyone but the folks intended to be transferred depends on who you ask.)

Edit III:
Total time was about 15 1/2 hours. Woo, that's a while. Apparently the towns on the merged servers are all broken. TIME FOR EMERGENCY MAINTENANCE! YAAAY!
BRAIN. PICK A SCENARIO AND STICK WITH IT. I have written what is, at its core, the same scene, over fifteen times now! And I don't mean minor changes. I mean, entirely different settings and situations, different characters present (or not)... a complete reworking. My doc of writing cut due to changes is twice as long as the entire story so far is. This is ridiculous. I am sure the one I've written tonight will be invalidated by this time tomorrow.

It's from nearer to the end than not, too, so you'd think I could just go work on something else, but no. We keep coming back to this one.

Though I guess if I'm going to nitpick stuff to death, it may as well just be one scene, rather than the entire thing. I've only done that once so far. Everything else I've put down in the last few weeks is still working.

BUT STILL ARGH.

ANIKO, IF I EVER FINISH THIS STUPID THING, YOU HAD BETTER uh. I don't know. You had better still be interested, or at least read it, anyway.



And apparently Supernatural is confirmed for another season. MY THOUGHTS. LET ME SHOW YOU. Not sure if want? I mean, I still like it (even with all the stuff that's been going on the for last season and a half, which I guess is unpopular in some circles), but I was kind of looking forward to having one less show to watch. (Jecca, you watch three. You're only still interested in two of those, and you only really care about one. Its continuation should not be bothering you this much.)

While we're here, I wanted to mention, I found out that my manager also watches it. I THINK SHE IS A DEAN GIRL. Possibly she just likes the actor, though. (Damn it, I'm still typing his name as Dead all over the place. You'd think I'd be done with that by now.)
jecca_mehlota: (Baby Chocobo)
( Jan. 1st, 2010 03:15 am)
And then, to completely ruin the mood, I commented that the images of New York, with all the smoke and confetti-bits floating all over in the air, looked a bit apocalyptic. Yes, welcome to 2010. NOW: THE END OF THE WORLD.

AND THEN THERE WAS A MASSIVE PARSON SPIDER (if your spider-loving mother says it's the biggest one she's ever seen, you are allowed to use the word 'massive') IN MY BEDDING. I'm going to hope it was a parting shot from 2009 and not a welcoming from 2010, because otherwise this year and I are going to be on very bad terms.

Overall, though, I think 2009 was pretty good? I managed to spend the vast majority of it living not at home (mostly not on my own, since of course I have a flatmate, even if she has been mostly absent lately~)! I managed to get work (albeit not like a "proper" job but seriously whatever), graduated (again), got health insurance, and did not die when I caught the doom plague in June/July/part of August. I went to Mexico (and there was a plane crash halfway across the continent - the Hudson River landing) and Pasadena (... aaand there was a plane crash halfway across the continent - the Air France thing. Aniko and I were actually watching that on the news as we were flying back). I was fired by my therapist because she thought I could handle the world and so far she's been pretty much correct! I just need to stop being so awful at social interaction (how do you live somewhere for a year and make no new friends? I have managed it...). There was some epic drama, too, but I am trying not to dwell on it.



Uploaded a bunch of pictures from last month to Facebook, featuring cookie baking, Christmas trees, and my dog, mostly. This link might/should work, if you want to see.


THINGS I WANT TO DO THIS YEAR:

- Stop failing at leaving comments (didn't I say this last year? Maybe not. It's something I think about often, but never quite get anywhere with...)! (I AM NOT JOKING I have a folder full of word documents with saved comments, most of them for other people's writing, that I just... do not post. Because I am lame. And paranoid? I dunno.)

- Write more letters. Remember to send them. Would you like one? (Also, I want to get more non-bills mail, but I have no control over that.)

- ...better job? At least start earning more than rent and utilities cost each month? ** UPDATE: one of my coworkers has left and my manager asked me if I wanted more hours. YES YES PLEASE YES So we'll see how this goes...
H -- For some reason, that lone letter was saved as a draft. No wonder I had no idea what would be restored when I clicked 'okay'...

I hope everyone had a nice day, regardless of whether you celebrate Christmas or not!

I appear to have survived the day without any horrible or violent incidents. Largely because my brother and mother have been running interference, but also apparently because the man has finally begun to understand that, yes, actually, some of this (possibly even most of) situation is his fault. Sure, I have to make it to almost 10 tomorrow morning, but most of the following hours will see one or both of us asleep, anyway. So I'm counting it as a success. (Five minutes into the future, the house explodes and takes half the planet with it.)

I'm pretending my mother was amused when I gave her Silent Hill: Shattered Memories. I don't think she'll play it (they haven't had the Wii on it, um. Months, anyway.) She did seem to actually like the rest of the stuff my brother and I came up with. (We didn't really get my father anything. He didn't want anything, in our defense. My brother's situation was fairly similar, so I think mom and dad are planning on just giving him some money to help pay for his new computer. Which is amazing, by the way. Everything looks incredible.)

I finally have my own Sega Dreamcast! ...sooo, now I can play the original Ecco: Defender of the Future again (YOU KNOW WHAT when they ported it, they changed basically nothing except the location of ONE vitalit and I drowned like a million times trying to find the stupid thing before giving up and progressing wit the level AND THEN THERE IT WAS NEAR THE END and I threw Ecco into the wall a few times because there's sometimes something cathartic about the sound of his nose colliding with the stone walls? Sometimes the noise just makes it worse, though. It depends on why you are hearing it...)? And Sonic Adventure, whoo! And... something called Illbleed, because my brother thought since I play Silent Hill that I might like it, or something.

Mom also bought both of us (er, my brother and I) phones. Still not proper phones, really - his actually does have a contract, and mine is another "pay as you go" because I never use mine... but apparently now I can call internationally for pretty much no extra charge, which is pretty cool, I guess. Because... I call international numbers... ever. But now we have to figure out how to transfer my number to the new phone (because I like my number. It's easy to remember).

... and wool socks. Lovely, lovely, warm wool socks. AND A SPIFFING HAT. And an Optimus Prime ornament with candy inside it, which amuses me, and I'm not entirely sure why.


I love that the hotel block sold out by almost 200% in under 24 hours. (My mother making a reservation is probably the best present I got, haha. Hopefully it holds...)
TODAY I WANTED TO GO TO AN ORIGAMI FLOWER MAKING SESSION buuut the seats were all full. I hung around (it was at the library, it's not like there was nothing to do) and got to make a basket, instead. It is a little malformed, but I like it well enough! The instructions were a bit difficult to follow and everyone else kept needing help, so mostly I kept weaving blindly on, so I even actually made it myself, unlike most everyone else in the class. ABSURDLY PROUD. Here are some shots of it! One! Two! I got a bamboo flower vase/stand thing, too! And had fun talking to the other people at the table. (AND I got a copy of the instructions for the pretty flowers, so it's all good.)


SUDDEN CRAVING TO WRITE FIC oh plotting center, why are you still broken? That it has been down so long has me honestly and seriously worried about what, exactly, it's going to spring on me when it makes its sudden and probably ill-timed return.

Final Fantasy VIII is just one of those things, I guess, that makes me want to write andor read stuff.

(Oh, man, speaking of FFVIII fic, just earlier tonight, I was talking to someone and they mistakenly credited me for one of my favourite fics ever. I was really confused at first, because of course that fic was the first one to pop into my head, but I've forgotten things I've written before, so I wasn't sure if I knew what he was actually referring to. I am a bit flattered that he would think I could write something like that, but it is also a bit... disappointing? I don't know, I can't really explain it. I sure wish I could write things that make me go GLEEEEE.)

At least I've had the WIP folder open. I mean, that's probably the first time since at least July that I've actually bothered looking at anything in there.


Have a design for our pumpkin. Technically my cousin picked it out, and actually I think she found it online, lame. But I had no idea what to put on it, so. I have it marked out, but I haven't carved it yet. The thing has at least been hollowed out. I should have time tomorrow or Saturday morning to HACK IT WITH A KNIFE. Maybe I'll put something else on the back. I don't know what. Also last night I went to her place and helped make cookies, but the frosting was from a can. The cookies were pretty good, though. Have been invited to her party Saturday night. MIGHT DIG OUT QUISTIS COSTUME. Not sure. Not like I have anything else, since Mom took it upon herself to throw out (well, get rid of. She donated most of it) all the costume stuff. She says now she's not sure what, exactly, she was thinking, doing that.


Aniko wants to (watch me) play Final Fantasy X next. Can't wait to see what she calls me for this one. It will probably get messy. Hng.


ALSO, weirdly, I haven't been able to remember most of my dreams lately (there have been one or two exceptions), but what I can recall is that, when they aren't freaking me out or just making me uneasy, they feature characters from Avatar. I do not know why! I do not even remember what they are doing! I just always wake up wondering why I am dreaming of fandoms I am not involved in (at least I am not dreaming of fandoms I haven't even seen the canon for?). (And, really, I'll take them over more WEB-DWELLING HELL BUGS any day. I have seen the bugs that would inhabit my personal Silent Hill. They are horrible and I wish to never experience such a thing again.)
jecca_mehlota: (Leap!)
( Oct. 14th, 2009 09:24 pm)
Aniko beat Silent Hill last night! ... Well. Sort of. Technically I beat the final boss. Harder than it should have been. Think I mentioned before that she kept getting trounced by the monsters and so was healing a lot (when she wasn't dying. Haha, oh, Harry). If not, now you know. I forbid her from healing once we entered the last "area" of the game and told her to kill herself when she accidentally used the ampoule at one point. And she had to switch to a melee weapon again for a while when she ran out of handgun bullets again. Haha, it was kind of a mess, in a hilarious sort of way. HARRY HAS AN EMERGENCY HAMMER AND HE IS COMING FOR YOU. HAVE YOU SEEN A LITTLE GIRL AROUND HERE? It is in your better interest to answer.

Anyway, forcing a cessation of item usage didn't do much good because I started too late. Our state, going into the battle: one health drink, one first aid kit, one ampoule, and 50% health.

And the thing can practically kill you in one hit. It went awesomely. As I am sure you can imagine. She died a bunch of times before I offered to take a shot (...har har, pun not intended) at it. I got kind of lucky and took it out on my first attempt, and then, yay! No more Silent Hill! We got the Good+ ending because I made her do the Kaufmann sidequest and gave her the means with which to save Cybil (though was called a bitch for not telling her how to save Cybil, and actually that was how the ampoule got used the time I told her to die for it).


Next game will be Final Fantasy VIII, since she's only played VII. I have already assured her I will not make her play the scary RPG. My plan of attack is to go through the game until the end of the third disc and then swap to a file where I have all the extra GF, lots of nice spells, and am higher level than, what, 43 or something. Fun to play and all, but I can't imagine she'd greatly enjoy watching me grind everyone up and up and up and get all the weapon upgrades and die to Ultima half a million times (never even mind the task of getting down there in the first place) and fight a tonberry or twenty, et cetera. No idea when we'll be starting that, and then not sure what we'll do. I do have to replay Final Fantasy IX at some point, but who knows when we'll beat VIII. Silent Hill's a fairly short game, and that still took something like a month.


Am ridiculously tired. Blaming it on the fact that there's been snow, even though that's, you know, unrelated. Augh, not even halfway through October. We barely had summer! I'm not ready for it to be winter again.
It is 3 AM I am not in bed no I do not know why how is it this late.


I keep thinking I want to rename this journal. WOULD THAT BE CONFUSING? (Note: odds of me actually spending the money for it are slim to none. But maybe someday.) I don't know. I waver! I like this name just fine, but lots of people have their LJ name and their name-name be similar and mine are not. Sometimes it bothers me. Sometimes I think I am being silly.

...Sometimes I stay up until 3 am writing and editing fanfiction, though, so obviously I'm not exactly the person to listen to, here. (Interesting fact! I have noticed I am almost incapable of writing the middle of and anything beyond the very introduction of a story unless I know how it ends! So I've spent the last several days trying to work out how to end this beast and I am still nowhere near close. I REFUSE TO BACKBURNER IT FOR ANOTHER YEAR. WORK FASTER, BRAIN.) (A post describing my bizarre story-writing process would probably be hilarious and hideously embarrassing, I think.)


So apparently there's this huge Dreamwidth thing going on. I signed in with Open ID last month to look around and see what the big deal was, and apparently this got me an invite code. Who knew.



Man. My class starts in 39 hours. I... seriously need to get started on that paper. SOMEDAY THIS PROCRASTINATING WILL COME BACK AND BITE ME. Possibly as soon as Monday. I don't know. I am still kind of annoyed at being kicked out of my work experience for no reason, so it's hard to want to write a five-page paper on my experience (it would only have to be a two-page paper if I'd been able to stay on and do something nice for the people hosting me! Honestly, the length doesn't bother me - five pages is nothing. It's the principle of it all). The last two pages would be all AND THEN THEY DECIDED THEY WERE DONE WITH ME AND I SPENT LIKE A MONTH TRYING TO FIND A NEW INTERNSHIP ONLY NO ONE WANTS ME BECAUSE... I DON'T KNOW? Or something. I'll do it. I just don't want to. WHINE WHINE WHINE


IT IS 3 AM WHY DO YOU EXPECT ME TO MAKE SENSE.
Blood-taking-class talk again.

So, again, don't look if you don't like it. )

There, that was short.

Remember there was a spider? Well, I put it outside, and a massive centipede of death moved in. I actually didn't know it was a centipede at first because I've never seen one that huge. Really, at first I thought it was another spider, because I could only see a little bit of it. No, though. It went outside, too.

And then there was a spider in the garbage this morning and it tried to kill me when I went to pull out some plastic to put it into the (reclaimed! HAHA) recycling bin. I was going to put that one outside, but it insisted on escaping my attempts to can it, so I had to flatten it, lest it escape into the kitchen, which would not be okay. Except now there's a-freaking-nother one up on the wall, near the ceiling where I can't reach it. WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE.

I made noodles with vegetables, chicken, and peanut butter tonight. It is a bit dry, so tomorrow I will make a sauce for it. (I have a recipe for the sauce, at least.) I did this while keeping an eye on the spider. I will blame the spider for the food being dry. Clearly this is the only sane and rational explanation.


Five days left to write a paper and absolutely no motivation. Come oooon, self. That's only half a page a day. You can do this.

...oh god apathy. I love learning, but I'm tired of schoolwork. I am unbelievably tired of schoolwork.


I keep trying to work on a story, but my brain has suddenly flipped into Bad Fic mode. Which basically means I've seen too much badfic and now my brain is plotting how, if at all, some of those ideas could be well-written. Please give up, Brain. You cannot win this battle. What's more, I don't want you to try. At least I know I won't try to write any of it. It's mostly just idle speculation. "Well, maybe it could almost work if.... No, that won't cut it, either...." Face it, Jecca. You hate that plot and will never be able to deal with it. It will never make sense to you. Please stop.


(I HAVE BEEN TALKING OUT LOUD TO MYSELF ALL DAY. The spider on the wall probably thinks I'm completely mad.)
... I AM BACK FROM IGNORING THE ENTIRE WORLD NOW. (No one: *noticed*)

So my parents bought themselves a Wii. The system completely cheats at baseball. It came with Wii Sports. The next thing on my mother's list (she... she has a list! I do not know if I am proud or trying not to giggle helplessly) is Wii Fit. NO ONE IS SURPRISED.

I know this because I was abducted and forced to spend the night back at home last night. Without clean clothing or a hairbrush or toothbrush or anything! Though I also borrowed most everything I needed. (It really wasn't planned. Mom wanted to go run a few errands with me, then we had to swing by the house so I could grab one of my old textbooks, then we decided to go through some of the stuff I left at home, then she had to take care of the dog, then my father came home, then it was time for dinner, then they wanted to show off their Wii, then it was 10 o'clock at night...) (Then today was apparently TAKE YOUR CHILD TO WORK!! day, so, even though I am much older than the target age range, I went in to annoy my father.)

While I was home, I HAD SOMETHING LIKE ...EIGHT? INCHES CUT OFF MY HAIR. It no longer comes down to my waist. Just the base of my shoulder blades. It... it is very strange. I haven't had hair this short in... possibly ten years. I nearly killed myself with the brush this morning when I mistakenly attacked my spine instead of the tangle that was supposed to be there. It is very strange. I have been complaining about my hair for a while, because it takes so freakishly long to dry and to comb out and whatall. I am not sure anyone ever expected me to actually get it cut, at this stage. We might have taken it shorter, but this length is enough of a shock as it is, and also my hair is ridiculously poofy when left to its own devices, and any shorter and I begin to risk not being able to pull it all back.

... IT'S REALLY SHORT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS. WHERE HAS MY HAIR GONE.


I am about three steps away from declaring myself on hiatus from FFXI, but I know as soon as I do that, I'll be struck by the urge to log in and get stuck à la .hack//SIGN or something. Possibly just this statement will have that affect.


Someone was lame enough to steal our recycling bin. I am irrationally angry about this. Mostly because I have no vehicle and the closest place to go get another one is... uh. A ways away. GREAT EXERCISE, ANYWAY. I shouldn't have assumed ours would get brought in when I went running off with my mother. ARGH. (I shouldn't have assumed that one of the neighbors wouldn't suddenly need another one, either, apparently.) I AM SO ANNOYED. A RECYCLING BIN. HOW LAME YOU CAN GET? THEY'RE FREE. CAN'T YOU JUST GO GET ANOTHER ONE. I know all of you either have a car or know someone with one! I have seen you all use one! I have endured whichever one of you (what, I don't know their names) it is that thinks sitting in the driveway and honking ceaselessly is a good way to win friends! I DO NOT HAVE A CAR OR READY ACCESS TO ONE. YOU ARE ALL SUCH JERKS. I will stop e-yelling at the people who don't even know I exist now.


LOOK AT THIS! I completely don't have the money for it (how pathetic is that? I COULD COME OFF ACADEMIC LEAVE IF I COULD JUST GET A SECOND INTERNSHIP, OR IF YOU LOSERS AT THE FIRST ONE HAD, YOU KNOW, NOT DECIDED TO KICK ME OUT FOR NO KNOWN REASON AND YES I AM STILL ANNOYED ABOUT THAT HOW COULD YOU TELL), but they are giving us DVDs! (Now all they need to do is NOT EDIT THE EPISODES DOWN, RIGHT? Why is this so hard?) ... ... and also I may or may not have told my mother she should buy it and she may or may not have agreed. uh. yay.


IF YOU DO NOT LIKE TO READ ABOUT BLOOD PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS NEXT PART.

Because I am talking about blood. )

OKAY YOU CAN LOOK AGAIN I AM DONE TALKING ABOUT BLOOD.

And am about to throw another chunk of cut text at you. Because more to prove I really have written this and am just too freakishly shy to post it where I am supposed to... It's too long. I will probably try to cut it down first. JUST, YOU KNOW. I SWEAR I HAVE THIS WRITTEN I AM JUST... ANGSTING ABOUT POSTING IT OR SOMETHING.

THIS IS ABOUT THAT DANCE CLASS I TOOK LAST SEMESTER. YEAH. REMEMBER THAT? )

And then someday I will actually, you know. Work up my courage and actually PUT IT IN THE COMMUNITY. OR SOMETHING. GEEZ. I've never made a community post and it intimidates me some. That is all. ...


..... yaaaay?
I've been to Borders twice in the past week, even aside from the entire manga section being pulled (I'm placing money on it being because of the people who sit and read entire series and/or then steal the entire series. Thanks a lot, guys) and so leaving several vacant walls, the store is still half empty. And the Star Wars section looks like it hasn't been stocked in a few years, and while there's something vaguely flattering about the thought that they were keeping the books in just for me, it's also a bit annoying because they don't have anything. I suppose this is what the internet is for, though. Hello, Amazon. Let's be friends.

When you're standing in one spot doing the same tedious task over and over again for literally hours at a time (assuming you can last that long), you get to talking about strange things. Aniko and I have discovered the secret behind the apparently endless supply of moat carp in Knightswell and the reason Prince Trion's hair is so appalling... among other things. It's like posting IM conversations, only in screenshots.

A MILLION IMAGES )

I have a phlebotomy test tomorrow which I need to go review my notes for, but apparently Top Gear is on BBC America at midnight. Though I could watch pretty much any episode I want uncut and ads-free at any time, which is a nice, convincing argument for turning it off. I can't stand ads as it is, when shows are designed to have them taking up part of their time.

Though it looks much nicer on that screen than it does on this one. As soon as I finish this entry, I'm leaving.

I've got a friend coming to visit for the weekend. She gets to sleep on the couch. HOORAY FOR COUCHES TO SLEEP ON. I will make her observe our feeble town that badly wants to be a city. It calls itself a city, but only because it's never seen a proper city. How exciting!

And, I wish my body would work with me. I'm trying to adjust to Daylight Saving and it just refuses to cooperate.


Edit:
F-Locked because blacking out portions of text is too much work when I no longer have the original files and PhotoBucket isn't working for me at the moment. (Are they undergoing maintenance? Beats me. Page won't load fully, regardless. OF COURSE IT IS ONE OF THE IMAGES I NEED TO SEE THAT WON'T LOAD AT ALL. Christ.)

I'll lift it once the damn site is working for me again, if anyone actually cares~ (And, you know, assuming I remember.) NEVER MIND I JUST DELETED A FEW LINKS. *lazylazylazy*
This is probably going to be one of my shortest entries. I am visiting my brother! I am posting from my PSP! Mostly to see if I could...

And obviously it seems I can, but it's a major pain because I have to use the keypad screen, which takes a ridiculous amount of time.


...whee?


Bleh. I'm out of patience for this.
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