Currents of Time

Was I thinking too much, or not enough? Either way, the ridiculously high levels of emo that had started to take over have been driven back out. Victory!

I really do hate it when that happens. Someday I will figure out what triggers it, and then I will not have to deal with it anymore. (And someday we will all have flying unicorns. gaaah)


More GT may finally be coming around! (Yes, that appears to have become its working title, if only because I am the worst person in the world at titling things.) There also appears to be a very odd off-shoot of it crawling around in my head. We're blaming Aniko (again) for that branch, but it was my own Brain that decided the two were connected, so, eh. This is quickly turning into a very bizarre alternate universe. ... In which other alternate universe versions of some of the characters in it have cameos. (No, really. I've already written some of it and it is... bizarre.)

Can I chalk this up to sleep deprivation? I've got about six hours for the last three or four days and it has to be affecting me by this point.

I spend about eight hours out of the house on Wednesdays. Two three-hour classes with only fifteen minutes between them and a forty minute commute in either direction.

About ten minutes after I'd left the driveway, and for no readily apparent reason, I am assaulted by every song in that whole musical episode.

I turned on the radio. I hummed along with the radio. I tried to daydream. I tried to compose insults to fling at the car in front of me that decided to sit through three green lights and make me late for class.


... Seven hours later it is ALL still there and I am finding, to my growing horror, that I have started to hum some of it. I could not get home soon enough.

So now I'm rewatching most all of it in an attempt to drive it back out, since nothing else is working.



The trauma this surely inflicted on me no doubt did not help the situation in English class.

( This should have been anticipated. )


... *has The Daily Show on in the background* ...I want a Death Vendetta Car. (Even if I have to settle for one that is only driven by a chimpanzee.)

No, stop. Please, please stop. STOP BEFORE I TAKE AWAY YOUR KEYBOARD AND PENS AND PENCILS AND ... AND STOP. x_x

There is NO "A" IN TOMORROW.

TOMORROW!

T - O - M - O - R - R - O - W


WHY MUST EVERYONE EVER AND ALWAYS MISSPELL THAT POOR WORD WHAT DID TOMORROW EVER DO TO YOU?! THE ANSWER IS NOTHING BECAUSE TOMORROW IS NEVER HERE SO LEAVE IT ALONE YOU BULLY.



...Yes, let's all be sane now. There is a spider in my room. Possibly it is dead, but I really rather doubt it. I woke up at Entirely Too Early this morning and was unable to get back to sleep initially, so I tried rolling over and AAHG SPIDER ON THE WALL (sometimes I wish my spider-sense was a tad less literal). We had a stare off and then it tried to crawl back below the bed so I dropped a book on it. ...Now I want the book back but am afraid to reach down and get it. *stares mournfully*

I mean, what if the spider is down there and it attacks me or gets on me or something? Yes I realize that this makes no sense but what part of phobias ever does?


( Warning: female-body-talk. )



Right, and, the lamp on my dresser is glitchy at the best of times. The outlet is kind of wonky or something. ...So, uh, whenever I approach my dresser, the light flickers and makes a noise that kind of resembles static. It's kind of unnerving.


Oh, uh, something remotely sane. I think I've finally finished editing my Original Character (of a friend) VS. Silent Hill thing, so I'm going to make her read it next time I see her, since she at least liked the opening and because that way she can tell me if there are any glaring instances of out-of-character behavior (also, Okame's creator agrees with me that sending her to SH is practically canon). ...I love how I say I'm going to talk about something sane and proceed to discuss Silent Hill. No idea what I'll do with it once she's finished it. Not gonna post it on FF.net because it would probably make very little sense without any sort of explanation on the character.


I did not sleep well last night and am drugged up on pain killers. Can you tell?

Also the internet at my house is being ridiculously flaky. STOP DYING ON ME, YOU BRAT.

Back from NYC. Had fun, mostly. I... have personal space issues so, the way people in cities (and New York has always been the worst, in my experiences) have absolutely no concept of where they are in relation to anything else really gets to me after the nine-hundredth elbow in the face or what-have-you.... Snappy today because of it.

( Didn't do much while over there )

...Tired. Was going to finish checking Friends List and make a longer entry and such, but only got through two entries, and am drained. I think I'm just going to bed instead.

About a year ago (maybe more like nine months), I loaned my Abnormal Psych textbook to a friend. It was brand new and had cost me several hundred dollars, and the school had offered me three dollars for it at the end of the semester, so I kept it. She likes psychology and seemed interested in the book, so I let her borrow it "for a few months." I told her I wanted it back by the end of summer.

...yyyyeah.

Asked Mom to remind her of that when she went to see her about some Girl Scouting stuff, but I don't know that she did, or that the girl will remember.

...Seriously, this wouldn't be a problem, but I want to use it for a project for class and I kind of need it to use it.




Self:
You nitwit. How many times has that kid asked you for the link to this fic? There. Now you can't keep forgetting the title or whatever. Moron.

(...And didn't we say something about stopping with the updating at 1 am? Find a better time to use the computer.)



Also, arg, brain. The more I watch clips of Top Gear on youTube, the more I become convinced that seeing someone cross it with Transformers would be, like, the best thing ever. Awesome car people + awesome cars/robots = CAN YOU POSSIBLY GO WRONG? (Other than in grossly out-of-character ways, I mean.)

The good news? The local We "B" Toys has started carrying the Classics line.

The bad news? They're currently only carrying the Voyager class. This would be all well and good if I actually wanted Optimus Prime.


ARG. WHERE ARE MY PRETTY DELUXE-SIZED ROBOTS? ...Also, why did they never even start carrying Alternators? Those weren't a Target-only thing, I'm sure.

...Obviously it is time to either move to a new state or to make fast friends with the Hasbro website (and possibly eBay).


(They also had the 20th Anniversary Prime but, again, I don't want Prime and I'm not about to pay eighty dollars for one toy.)




On a completely unrelated subject, I just cannot bring myself to start playing SH3.



Brain, I am begging you, stop trying to cross Silent Hill and Transformers. I don't care HOW well you think a few characters could be placed there. STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT NOW. NO.

ALSO, ESPECIALLY SILVERBOLT. HE HAS ENOUGH ANGST BY THE END OF BEAST MACHINES. NO.



...How did I misplace my entire screencaps folder? >_>

About a month ago, I talked about SH2 and then started talking about Transformers before my brain (which is evil, have I mentioned?) could fully make the jump (no, really, I did). This is relevant to something, I swear.

I have no classes today and didn't need to be at work until later in the afternoon, so I slept in a little. After my alarm clock rang (and was silenced), I fell into that weird half-asleep stage. I knew I was asleep but couldn't really wake up. I very often have strange dreams while drifting like that. So, yeah. Silent Hill and giant robots. It was kind of enough to make me not want to go back to sleep again. (Though I now find myself wishing I could remember what happened in it. XD)



Can't say it's everyday I wake up and disown my brain, though. I mean, usually it takes until at least noon.



...the frag did I end up with both "damn it brain" and "slaggit brain" tags? ... Damnit, brain!



I'm weak. Gonna try the Plus account for a few days, see how I like it.