jecca_mehlota: (...whatever.)
( Apr. 23rd, 2011 02:06 pm)
So after yesterday's bit of stress, I completely jinxed myself and today I woke up feeling like crap. It may just be allergies, I am going to pretend it is still just allergies, but, uuugh. My brain feels fuzzy and my neck hurts.

30 Days of Video Games

Day 14 - Current (or most recent) gaming wallpaper )

My brother has taken to the habit of "spidering" me. ("Spidering" refers to linking someone with any sort of fear of spiders to images of or relating to spiders.) It bothers me less than you'd think, though, because looking at pictures of spiders doesn't really bother me. Sort of them are actually kinda funny. Here are some examples, for the brave (something similar happened to me once it was terrible) and/or curious and/or stupid.
Spent all yesterday afternoon and evening wondering what I should make for dinner tonight. Then, this afternoon, Mom and I ran around and did stuff and got lunch and I left with leftovers. After lunch, we went to the grocery store to pick up a few things and I went back to wondering what was for dinner. Dumb.

30 Days of Video Games

Day 12 - A game everyone should play )

Have set up a table to put my laptop on. Room is still a work in progress, but this is at least a minor improvement. Unfortunately, table squeaks.

In a Mood. Cause unknown. Assuming it is Life In General. Or possibly the weather. Both?
ALLERGY MEDS I HATE YOU AND YOU ARE ONLY MARGINALLY BETTER THAN ENDURING THIS HELL DRUG-FREE.

I like that I can get out of bed in the morning and that my mouth does not itch. I dislike that I am brain-scrambled and woogly. Also they do weird things to my appetite. I am not hungry for hours and then I eat everything I can get my hands on that seems even halfway-edible. It is annoying.

30 Days of Video Games

Day 11 - Gaming system of choice. )

I really hate these shorter days. There are a few more later. Should I cheat and just post them together with another day, thereby cutting my total Days of Video Games down, or should I just keep posting them one at a time?


...This icon makes me happyyyyy. ♥
jecca_mehlota: (Default)
( Apr. 15th, 2011 01:05 am)
SURPRISE, IDIOT, IT IS APRIL YOU HAVE ALLERGIES NOW, PLEASE STOP FORGETTING AND BEING CONFUSED WHEN YOU FEEL GROSS AND GROGGY AND START SLEEPING FOREVER DESPITE NOT FEELING THAT TIRED.


On top of the allergies grossness, I've spent the day really missing my cat. It has been a month and a half almost, I would really like to stop having bad days like this (though I know emotions do not work that way, but man, these flashes of "suddenly so much emotional pain I could puke" are no fun, even as rare as they are becoming). Kitty. ;_;

Mom and my doctor both suggested I track down a psychologist (actually, Mom said she thought I should see about getting on meds), I dunno. Catapulted into depressive bout over lost boy seems trivial? Like, god, normal people can get over this shit, what is your problem? (And it's hilarious that I am aware enough to know that that is a stupid reason to use as an excuse, when I know better and I know my brain is wrong, and how, but knowing that isn't enough for me to get around it. I really hate that. I should perhaps like to be less aware of my brain's hang-ups.)

30 Days of Video Games

Day 05 - Game character you feel you are most like (or wish you were) )

I don't really know what to put outside the bottom of the LJ cut today. Pretend there is something interesting here, or ... something.
So, no, it wasn't just that whatever I am allergic to bloomed early this year. CONFOUND IT ALL.

Local comic shop. Very nice. Very, very useless, if you don't read the big sellers. (In their defense, since they still have comics from Devastation, I can kind of understand why they are reluctant to get in new comics that aren't for special orders, and I'm not interested in a subscription.) So I am finally giving up and ordering the first issue of Last Stand of the Wreckers off of SHADY INTERNET SITES.

They aren't really shady, I just felt like saying that.

its the allergy meds okay leave me alone


Hopefully they arrive sooner rather than later, but for now I'm going to stare at the page and wonder if my story-completionist really, really needs the All Hail Megatron TPB volume 2. (I have 1 and 3, and have read nothing else since, partly because of not having had money for it, partly because of not being able to find it, and partly because the soft reboot [yes, it is, because - see next sentence - you just can't have that much inexplicably different and call it anything else. Other than LAZY AND STUPID, which I kind of doubt is what they're going for, here] kind of annoyed me because I kinda liked the setup they had going. And because that's an appalling number of discrepancies, even for this fandom.)


And next maybe I will pass out in my chair.



...Yeah, that sounds good.



Also, here is an adorable picture my brother linked me to. (I don't know where it comes from originally.)
I was able to stop taking my allergy meds a bit ago! Oh, good, I thought. Maybe this really does mean spring is just early this year (or late last year, or... I don't know, something)! Only today my mouth is itchy again and I'm excessively tired.

I've been having trouble getting to sleep lately, though, so maybe it's just that. I don't know. Irritating, whatever it is.


Mom and I went hat shopping. She says I am a hat-person. I ... would have thought otherwise, but I also know nothing of such things, so, uh. Anyway, we had no luck, but one shop looked promising. It was closed, so she's going to try to find time later this week to help me check it out. WHY IS CLOTHING SHOPPING SO HAAAARD. (On the positive side, I finally have a pair of nice black pants. They are neither too short in the leg nor too wide in the waist. WELL, THAT ONLY TOOK TWO YEARS no I am not joking, there has even been talk of having a pair tailor-made for me. Now we don't need to! Yay, second-hand places.) (Seriously, what does size even mean these days? What is a 4? What is an 8? Why can't we just go with the simple waist-leg measurements they use with guys' clothing? WHY ARE ALL OF MY PAIRS OF WOMEN'S CLOTHING ALL DIFFERENT SIZES? I have size 0s and size 10s and everything in between and seriously what is that. Just give me the 30x32s (or whatever. They're a little big in the waist, but they have a drawstring and don't come any smaller) and let me get on with life, already.)


WHY IS THIS ENTRY ABOUT CLOTHING.


I'M GOING TO GO KILL ORCS NOW. 'CAUSE IT'S FUN. And because my Fomor hate is getting kinda high. eek. (HEY GUYS, if you'd just drop the item, already, we wouldn't have to do this.)
jecca_mehlota: (Leap!)
( Apr. 8th, 2010 06:25 pm)
I've been overwhelmingly exhausted for the last week or so! And my eyes and the roof of my mouth have been really itchy! And maybe I've been a little sneezy, but I am not sure on that one. Last year, I did not figure out - oh! I have seasonal allergies now! CURSE YOU, LIVING IN TOWN! - until late May. Shortly before BotCon, actually. And they'd cleared up by the time I got back from that, because whatever sets me off evidently doesn't exist in that area of CA at that time of year.

So I thought, maybe I'm not sleeping well? Maybe I am getting a cold! But, no, I drugged myself last night and I've been feeling better since then. So. Allergies.

... It is totally not late May! So either I've picked up more allergies in the last eleven months, or things are coming out a little faster. I'm hoping it's just because spring's a little earlier this year, and that it'll pass quickly again (I only needed to use six pills last year, though I endured life without them for a while). Still. Not happy. At least I'm not having to fight the urge to nap all day quite as much? But it's still making a mess of my brain. Hopefully once I'm settled into DRUGGING MYSELF again, that'll start to ease off, as well, 'cause I'm kinda not digging the depressive state I seem to be sinking into again. I don't want to have to wait potentially weeks to stop feeling so drained (physically, mentally, emotionally... take your pick).



Since I've mentioned BotCon, anyway, I'm getting kind of annoyed that they don't have any information up for us yet ('cause, you know, speaking of when it isn't, it is now not early February, late February, or even early March! OR LATE MARCH). No, 1.5 figure previews does not count as information. I know I can approximate the costs based off previous years and all, but I'd like to just have it dealt with, already, and it cannot possibly be this hard to set something up.
jecca_mehlota: (STRESS!)
( May. 20th, 2009 11:46 pm)
HOW DO PEOPLE LIVE LIKE THIS.




(Or, for you silly, nonomniscient sort: Jecca's body has decided it was really missing out on something by not having seasonal allergies and so, for the first time in her life, she is experiencing that great joy. The nice little pill helped a bit with the sinus implosion and sneezing, but I'm currently too much of a wuss to use the eye drops, so my eyes are nasty, goopy, itchy-burning, perpetually welling-up inducers of woe, and no force on the planet seems able to convince my body that I'm really not exhausted. No allergies was about the only thing I had going for me. Body, you get your damn act together now. I'm serious. Bad skin, fine; bad joints, fine; bad feet, fine; bad brain, fine; bad wrists, fine; bad eyes and teeth and EVERYTHING ELSE, FINE, but I am done putting up with you. You've got a week, and if you haven't shaped up by then, we are through.)

(Mom says that things should at least clear up while I'm in CA. Which'd be nice. I don't want to have to navigate a convention feeling like this.)
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