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SURPRISE, IDIOT, IT IS APRIL YOU HAVE ALLERGIES NOW, PLEASE STOP FORGETTING AND BEING CONFUSED WHEN YOU FEEL GROSS AND GROGGY AND START SLEEPING FOREVER DESPITE NOT FEELING THAT TIRED.
On top of the allergies grossness, I've spent the day really missing my cat. It has been a month and a half almost, I would really like to stop having bad days like this (though I know emotions do not work that way, but man, these flashes of "suddenly so much emotional pain I could puke" are no fun, even as rare as they are becoming). Kitty. ;_;
Mom and my doctor both suggested I track down a psychologist (actually, Mom said she thought I should see about getting on meds), I dunno. Catapulted into depressive bout over lost boy seems trivial? Like, god, normal people can get over this shit, what is your problem? (And it's hilarious that I am aware enough to know that that is a stupid reason to use as an excuse, when I know better and I know my brain is wrong, and how, but knowing that isn't enough for me to get around it. I really hate that. I should perhaps like to be less aware of my brain's hang-ups.)
30 Days of Video Games
( Day 05 - Game character you feel you are most like (or wish you were) )
I don't really know what to put outside the bottom of the LJ cut today. Pretend there is something interesting here, or ... something.
On top of the allergies grossness, I've spent the day really missing my cat. It has been a month and a half almost, I would really like to stop having bad days like this (though I know emotions do not work that way, but man, these flashes of "suddenly so much emotional pain I could puke" are no fun, even as rare as they are becoming). Kitty. ;_;
Mom and my doctor both suggested I track down a psychologist (actually, Mom said she thought I should see about getting on meds), I dunno. Catapulted into depressive bout over lost boy seems trivial? Like, god, normal people can get over this shit, what is your problem? (And it's hilarious that I am aware enough to know that that is a stupid reason to use as an excuse, when I know better and I know my brain is wrong, and how, but knowing that isn't enough for me to get around it. I really hate that. I should perhaps like to be less aware of my brain's hang-ups.)
30 Days of Video Games
( Day 05 - Game character you feel you are most like (or wish you were) )
I don't really know what to put outside the bottom of the LJ cut today. Pretend there is something interesting here, or ... something.
