Every damn year.

SURPRISE, IDIOT, IT IS APRIL YOU HAVE ALLERGIES NOW, PLEASE STOP FORGETTING AND BEING CONFUSED WHEN YOU FEEL GROSS AND GROGGY AND START SLEEPING FOREVER DESPITE NOT FEELING THAT TIRED.


On top of the allergies grossness, I've spent the day really missing my cat. It has been a month and a half almost, I would really like to stop having bad days like this (though I know emotions do not work that way, but man, these flashes of "suddenly so much emotional pain I could puke" are no fun, even as rare as they are becoming). Kitty. ;_;

Mom and my doctor both suggested I track down a psychologist (actually, Mom said she thought I should see about getting on meds), I dunno. Catapulted into depressive bout over lost boy seems trivial? Like, god, normal people can get over this shit, what is your problem? (And it's hilarious that I am aware enough to know that that is a stupid reason to use as an excuse, when I know better and I know my brain is wrong, and how, but knowing that isn't enough for me to get around it. I really hate that. I should perhaps like to be less aware of my brain's hang-ups.)

30 Days of Video Games

( Day 05 - Game character you feel you are most like (or wish you were) )

I don't really know what to put outside the bottom of the LJ cut today. Pretend there is something interesting here, or ... something.

BOILING LAVA! Yes.

So the light in the basement is motion detecting or something. Really precisely so, or something? I didn't know that, so going down these this morning to do my laundry was kinda trippy. I was like, wait, the light is on? It looked like it was off as I was coming down the stairs, but they are all full of corners, maybe I was wrong. Maybe whoever did laundry last night left it on... or maybe it is always supposed to be on?? No one else was home, so I could not ask. But then when I went down later to move things around, I was SLOW and CAREFUL and, yeah, hey, what the heck, the light is totally off now-- NO WAIT IT IS ON.

AND THAT IS HOW I DISCOVERED THE BASEMENT LIGHT TURNS ITSELF ON.

And now I shall forever be afraid of it turning itself off on me.

30 Days of Video Games

( Day 06 - Most annoying character )

My stomach's been bothering me today, so I had a third of a pint of ice cream after dinner. There are good decisions, and then there are the things I decide to do.

Whatever, it was delicious. I regret nothing.


Today at work I saw a woman wearing a tiger-stripe suit jacket and a leopard-spot suit skirt. Hilariously unfortunate. Fortunately, she did not linger in my department, so I did not have to bite my lip for too long. Also, I helped a tiny old lady pick out doughnuts and muffins. She couldn't read the labels or reach half of them, but didn't want to bother anyone asking for help, so she nearly killed herself accidentally pulling a doughnut tray out of the case. The noise attracted my attention. (And apparently I spent the entire day smirking, because people kept asking me what I was thinking of that was funny and then explaining to me that I was smirking when I confusedly replied, nothing, why do you ask?)