jecca_mehlota | Emotions are so confusing.

There is apparently something disturbingly freeing in realizing you're only worth about as much as so much scrap in the eyes of someone you consider a friend.

Though on second thoughts, it may just be defense mechanisms kicking in. Hrm. Something to reflect on. Yes, I do spend an unhealthy amount of time questioning and analyzing my own emotional reactions to things. They never make sense.

I do hate confrontations, though, and I really hope I can pull this off without going passive aggressive as I at least used to always do.

I am hoping there's a reasonable explanation for all of it, but past experiences suggest that there won't be.