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I have continued to be ill!
( Not actually a lot of whining, believe it or not. )
I'm feeling a bit more alive now, obviously, so hopefully this means I'm recovering and not that this is the eye of the storm or some sort of last hurrah that ends in me falling over and dying or going into a coma or whatever. That'd be annoying. And I told the people that I'd be ready to get back on the boat come Monday morning. Obligations!
Having an unscheduled (no, really, I can almost set my watch by them) but severe bout of hating my own writing (to the point of wanting to lock down or delete entries containing things. I won't, but the urge is there). Maybe it's just another symptom of whatever I've got. I'm hoping that acknowledging it will be enough to make it go away again. I'm also hoping to come out with my resolve to write something back up. Some inspiration'd be nice, too, while we're imagining impossible things.
My current plan is to use tomorrow to catch up on some of what I've missed in the last almost-two-weeks, so hopefully I'm still feeling alive enough come morning. If not, then, well, too bad for me, I guess.
( Not actually a lot of whining, believe it or not. )
I'm feeling a bit more alive now, obviously, so hopefully this means I'm recovering and not that this is the eye of the storm or some sort of last hurrah that ends in me falling over and dying or going into a coma or whatever. That'd be annoying. And I told the people that I'd be ready to get back on the boat come Monday morning. Obligations!
Having an unscheduled (no, really, I can almost set my watch by them) but severe bout of hating my own writing (to the point of wanting to lock down or delete entries containing things. I won't, but the urge is there). Maybe it's just another symptom of whatever I've got. I'm hoping that acknowledging it will be enough to make it go away again. I'm also hoping to come out with my resolve to write something back up. Some inspiration'd be nice, too, while we're imagining impossible things.
My current plan is to use tomorrow to catch up on some of what I've missed in the last almost-two-weeks, so hopefully I'm still feeling alive enough come morning. If not, then, well, too bad for me, I guess.
