He just told me he'd like me better if I got a complete personality transplant.
I
... I don't... even know...
I can't even bother right now. I need to get out of this house. I can't go anywhere. No one lives near here. Not that I even have anyone who would care enough in the first place. All of my friends live out of state, anyway, and
I mean, I'm not a snuggly-happy person, but no one in my family is. He wants me to smile all the time and give him hugs when he gets home, and have lots of friends that I have over all the time, and a boyfriend. But no one does that. . . . I don't even really like boys. I don't want a romantic relationship.
Why am I not enough just as me? Why am I never good enough? Why do my friends and my father not want me as me?
I just... don't know.
I don't know anymore.
I need a hug....
I
... I don't... even know...
I can't even bother right now. I need to get out of this house. I can't go anywhere. No one lives near here. Not that I even have anyone who would care enough in the first place. All of my friends live out of state, anyway, and
I mean, I'm not a snuggly-happy person, but no one in my family is. He wants me to smile all the time and give him hugs when he gets home, and have lots of friends that I have over all the time, and a boyfriend. But no one does that. . . . I don't even really like boys. I don't want a romantic relationship.
Why am I not enough just as me? Why am I never good enough? Why do my friends and my father not want me as me?
I just... don't know.
I don't know anymore.
I need a hug....