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jecca_mehlota) wrote2008-01-31 10:48 pm
jecca_mehlota) wrote2008-01-31 10:48 pm
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Yes, you! And also for your buddy-wuddies.
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For the past, er, three? Three. Three nights. For the past three nights I've found myself doing Chains of Promathia missions with a group. It was just Diabolos at first, but then we kept going. Had fun first night. Good time, fun party. Started using Vent, which is a little weird. Didn't have a mic, have since bought one but don't really use it. Mostly just listen in.
Anyway, we went on to Riverne for the Ouryu fight. We botched that a few times before calling it a night (though it was more morning at that point) but then finally got it when we went back the following night.
Then they wanted to keep going. I wasn't... entirely useless, and they like Aniko coming along, and I do need the missions. But we start late and we go too early, because some of them just want to keep going, and several of the missions are very long and have a lot of cutscenes...
And I have classes early in the morning, and I'm beginning to feel the lack of sleep. Yesterday, I was a little snippy, and today I've been finding myself getting angry over the stupidest little things. I think the other people in the party are, too. Some of them sound downright hostile tonight. Also, we just lost a battle for a stupid reason, which hasn't helped.
I'm tired. Really, really tired. I need to sleep at some point. At least I am managing to keep my increasing frustration with life under a guise of apathy.
But once we hit the level 60-cap missions and I'm left behind on account of being level 50? I am going to dance for joy. I hate power-missioning. Which isn't true, because I had a lot of fun with the rank missions. But this can't come soon enough. I'm going to take a two month hiatus or something.
We had to do Promyvion-Vahzl. I hate Promyvion.
I hate Promyvion. I hate Promyvion. I hate Promyvion. I hate Promyvion.
No amount of repetition can convey it. I... it's just scary there. Black, void, world of dust and Emptiness. It, on some (several) levels frightens me more than anything from Silent Hill ever has.
And my cat just punched three holes in one of my most comfortable shirts and I am wearing it right now. I don't mind the nicks she gave me, but I really like this shirt and now it's ruined.
This is incoherent. I am really tired and I am also sick of feeling useless (I'm really sick of hearing "she's only a 50 thief"), and things are bothering me when they shouldn't be because I'm stupid like that.
... On the positive side, Hisime is still adorable. And I actually feel much better for whining. I really think this is just the exhaustion talking.
Also, Corsairs are now hilarious. And it is Corsair day. Because we said so. Something about Mudkips, too.
BotCon reg went up today. Have it mostly filled out. Will fax it tomorrow when places with faxes are open again. I want April now.
Did not finish writing anything. Didn't write much at all. But I've been meaning to post my first two FFXI short-bits here, so I'll probably just toss one (or both) of them. Maybe.
...Very cold. It's February soon, which means winter's going to hit full force. I disapprove of ice everywhere.
For the past, er, three? Three. Three nights. For the past three nights I've found myself doing Chains of Promathia missions with a group. It was just Diabolos at first, but then we kept going. Had fun first night. Good time, fun party. Started using Vent, which is a little weird. Didn't have a mic, have since bought one but don't really use it. Mostly just listen in.
Anyway, we went on to Riverne for the Ouryu fight. We botched that a few times before calling it a night (though it was more morning at that point) but then finally got it when we went back the following night.
Then they wanted to keep going. I wasn't... entirely useless, and they like Aniko coming along, and I do need the missions. But we start late and we go too early, because some of them just want to keep going, and several of the missions are very long and have a lot of cutscenes...
And I have classes early in the morning, and I'm beginning to feel the lack of sleep. Yesterday, I was a little snippy, and today I've been finding myself getting angry over the stupidest little things. I think the other people in the party are, too. Some of them sound downright hostile tonight. Also, we just lost a battle for a stupid reason, which hasn't helped.
I'm tired. Really, really tired. I need to sleep at some point. At least I am managing to keep my increasing frustration with life under a guise of apathy.
But once we hit the level 60-cap missions and I'm left behind on account of being level 50? I am going to dance for joy. I hate power-missioning. Which isn't true, because I had a lot of fun with the rank missions. But this can't come soon enough. I'm going to take a two month hiatus or something.
We had to do Promyvion-Vahzl. I hate Promyvion.
I hate Promyvion. I hate Promyvion. I hate Promyvion. I hate Promyvion.
No amount of repetition can convey it. I... it's just scary there. Black, void, world of dust and Emptiness. It, on some (several) levels frightens me more than anything from Silent Hill ever has.
And my cat just punched three holes in one of my most comfortable shirts and I am wearing it right now. I don't mind the nicks she gave me, but I really like this shirt and now it's ruined.
This is incoherent. I am really tired and I am also sick of feeling useless (I'm really sick of hearing "she's only a 50 thief"), and things are bothering me when they shouldn't be because I'm stupid like that.
... On the positive side, Hisime is still adorable. And I actually feel much better for whining. I really think this is just the exhaustion talking.
Also, Corsairs are now hilarious. And it is Corsair day. Because we said so. Something about Mudkips, too.
BotCon reg went up today. Have it mostly filled out. Will fax it tomorrow when places with faxes are open again. I want April now.
Did not finish writing anything. Didn't write much at all. But I've been meaning to post my first two FFXI short-bits here, so I'll probably just toss one (or both) of them. Maybe.
...Very cold. It's February soon, which means winter's going to hit full force. I disapprove of ice everywhere.