jecca_mehlota: (...whatever.)
Jecca Mehlota ([personal profile] jecca_mehlota) wrote2008-01-07 06:14 pm

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Loss, losing places, items, people to time, distance... it's inevitable. And no matter how much you tell yourself otherwise, when it really does come down to it, you're never ready for it.


The words were always stuck. They still are, but now they've no reason to ever try to make it out.


I'd written up something longer here, but there really isn't anything more to say. There hasn't been for years, has there?


I'm a good faker. No one has to know, but...


I'm not okay.


I'd like to think, though, that someday I will be.

[identity profile] aerinity.livejournal.com 2008-01-08 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
I'd offer a hug if I thought you'd accept it. Otherwise all I can offer is the simple fact that even though it sucks you still have the memories of the good times and even though those may seem insufficient, sometimes that's all we can really look back on.

[identity profile] twilit-wanderer.livejournal.com 2008-01-08 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I actually might right now. And thank you.

[identity profile] shini02.livejournal.com 2008-01-08 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
*Hugs* :(

[identity profile] twilit-wanderer.livejournal.com 2008-01-08 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you. ._.