heart of ember, autumntide

idek what this entry is about to be, other than short, but I keep having this - I don't want to call it an intrusive thought, because those are negative things. I have having this realisation? That my relationship with my depression has been possibly irrevocably changed by FFXIV / Endwalker, and I don't think I could explain how or why even if I tried, and any effort would contain massive, massive spoilers, but.

it's comforting?