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jecca_mehlota) wrote2008-07-06 11:19 pm
jecca_mehlota) wrote2008-07-06 11:19 pm
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Doctor Who: Journey's End
Found it and got it to load up much sooner than I thought I would be able to.
I am never, ever going to stop sobbing. Do you have any idea how hard it is to sob silently while still trying to watch something, even when your glasses have tear-splatter drying all over the lenses? I am so heartbroken. Donna! Donna, you were so awesome and no one, EVER deserves that. Forced memory suppression - memory loss in general, which I can probably blame in part on my family's medical history and all - is right near the top of my personal list of things that seriously bother me, and it was so horrible and she'd had so much growth as a character and I just ugh, I am still crying.
DoctorDonna was awesome. She shouldn't have had to ... be erased.
The regenerating (Ha! Just kidding!) thing was irritating but I got over it and I kept cracking up over, you know, everything (German Daleks, dragging the Earth back to its proper location WHAT, Jack being... himself, lots of other things), and the whole thing with Rose and the Doctor and, oh, yeah, the Doctor Vr2.0 was a little weird and I can get it but also thinking about it too hard makes me flip rapidly from distressed to understanding to a bit disturbed and all over and back again and so mostly I'm not thinking about it too hard, by which I largely mean, at all.
And Donnaaaaaa and just there were a few times earlier where I made sympathetic noises and woe-faces, but I have been weeping for the last, like, hour now, because I'll stop and then I'll think about it again and start up all over again and I am just. Heartbroken. Or something.
....Why do I watch this show, it only hurts me.
I am never, ever going to stop sobbing. Do you have any idea how hard it is to sob silently while still trying to watch something, even when your glasses have tear-splatter drying all over the lenses? I am so heartbroken. Donna! Donna, you were so awesome and no one, EVER deserves that. Forced memory suppression - memory loss in general, which I can probably blame in part on my family's medical history and all - is right near the top of my personal list of things that seriously bother me, and it was so horrible and she'd had so much growth as a character and I just ugh, I am still crying.
DoctorDonna was awesome. She shouldn't have had to ... be erased.
The regenerating (Ha! Just kidding!) thing was irritating but I got over it and I kept cracking up over, you know, everything (German Daleks, dragging the Earth back to its proper location WHAT, Jack being... himself, lots of other things), and the whole thing with Rose and the Doctor and, oh, yeah, the Doctor Vr2.0 was a little weird and I can get it but also thinking about it too hard makes me flip rapidly from distressed to understanding to a bit disturbed and all over and back again and so mostly I'm not thinking about it too hard, by which I largely mean, at all.
And Donnaaaaaa and just there were a few times earlier where I made sympathetic noises and woe-faces, but I have been weeping for the last, like, hour now, because I'll stop and then I'll think about it again and start up all over again and I am just. Heartbroken. Or something.
....Why do I watch this show, it only hurts me.